Beautiful Heart !

Since u get sick I never be happy as always worry and just only wanna take care of you every day! I am happy and warm when I stay near and see you sleep after taking meals and medicine! Just I can feed and wipe your body with warm water and see u relax and relax well just I feel no worried much and feel relieved in mind just I can go to work! You know, Dad, I feel special and I feel it is a great time that I can look after u when u're sick ! I don't feel it is kinda tired or hard for me! Even though, time is still no longer for u and me, I will try my best to take care of u with my real heart! Daughter feels happy when u said u are happy when I stay near u! I am sorry that I often get away from u because of my study and work :( ! Even now I am still busy while u are so sick ! Daughter is really thankful Dad so much that give daughter a chance to look after u when u're sick ! I don't know how to exlain my feeling now, but daughter wanna say I don't really want u leave me te !!!:( I'm always trying to be strong, keep it normal as you are okay but sometimes I still feel myself is weak! Sometimes showing a silence but inside so scaring to lose u, Daf! This year, daughter promised friends that daughter will try to open heart to see any suitable guy who can get along well with daughter, but now daughter can't do it since u're getting sick! All my feeling and heart are providing u only! Daughter doesn't feel to care of any guy ! U know ot Dad that I feel I am losing warm from u soon!:( ! Daughter jjust hope that daughter could meet a simple guy who gives daughter a real warmth and happiness and never leave daughter no matter how hard situation is ! But it is hard to receive that one ! But daughter believe that daughter will meet him soon! There are many friends and colleagues have said daughter is so high girl on selection guy!:( hmm it is not true ! I just wanna meet a simple one only no high demanding anything from him! ( to be continued )