It is mistake :(

Today, it is my unhappy day after receviing a call from Amb. He said to me with a strong voice by asking what i have sent comments to Myanmar side about ASEAN Joint Statement. Honestly, it is my mistake that i sent it without asking any permission from Amb first. Yes, my English is super poor, i should not dare to comment anything. I wrote it but it can be effected to Him and Cambodia mission's reputation. I feel unhappy with this mistake. I just thought it is ok just sharing comments....and i can change or add it later with Myanmar side if Amb. has any comment to be additional. But everything is not predictable. He said it is right ....I should not send any comment without consulting with Him first. I think i just wanna try after i asked Bong Heang whether it is ok or not if i added some words into that statement , Para 7 of Purposes, ASEAN Charter. However, i still feel it is my mistake that sent it without telling Amb first. I just don't want to say only Sorry and Sorry when i am wrong or done any mistake to others.... i want to do one thing instead of saying Sorry to other or him...but m still scared of him....i seem don't dare to say anything beside keep silent to him....i lost my voice every time i feel he is angry and use strong word to me. I feel i am so weak....and can't do anything.....................