Hmm....

I now stop hiding crying, but still hiding silence in my heart. Seeing my Father can't eat even drink sometimes it's really freaking my heart ! I don't know what I exactly feel and pain now as I seem no reaction to illustrate to any one at all. I just do what I can, no matter my leg just had an accident and can't allow to walk during this condition! I still keep silent and do as normal as I usually do by wiping up Dad's body... Feed porridge then i have to brush his teeth every day to make him better when every time he breathes, no matter he can not even open his mouth to speak to me. Hmm... frankly speaking, I don't know what should I help him to get away from this disease :(... I just can help with some small things only:(....I feel so worried when Dad is hard to breath because of the Phlegm in his chest and throat is increasing as now Dad didn't drink more water only sleep on bed without saying anything any word! Yes, u might have no energy to talk nor care with people around yourself !:(... ( to be continued )